Recovry. From the yesterday

Well continuing from the epic fail of yesterday my mother had forced me to EAT an entire plate of food.

Never felt so humiliated and not in control before in my life. Also considering the fact that there was no possible way I could get away with purging.

It just pissed me off a little considering that my mom told me I half to loose ten pounds by the end of the month. And force feeding me doesn't help instead of loseing I'm up two pounds.

But today is a new day. The parents arnt  home so I get the house to myself. Thinking about cleaning around and fixing up my brand new closet. I'm so excited to fill it up with skinny girl clothes. Holding to get back down to my original size 0 by June. Or even a size 3 and possibly a 5.

Support is the best thing in the world and I thank each and every one of those who have been supporting me back on my way to the beauty I use to be.

Jan. 8. 2011 (its hard to trust what's reflecting in the mirror. Sometimes its even harder to trust the numbers on the scale.) Softy scene

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