So yesterday I made a pot of soup. I didn't eat any of it. Good. Just for mom and dad. But yet I still broke my water fast. How???? I drank like three cups of coffee.
But I felt so guilty thatching purged up everydrop into my rubbish bin. At least I stopped feeling guilty or hungry for that matter. I'm trying to give up purging. I was diagnosed anorexic not bulimia. And purging really hurts my throat but sometimes it has to be done like yesterday.
Its hard to sneak around about it too. But my music is loud enough to where no one hears. And I take care of my own trash so no one notices.
Just need to stay strong and move on.
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