Bitchy or nice

Its hard to decide if I want to forgive and get hurt later or just forget everything and move on.

I've been trying to let go the good girl in me and just move on. Its soo true that nice people finish last...or don't finish at all there too busy getting shit on all there lives.

I've been teaching myself how to get mean. And get bitchy. People always respect the skinny bitch and that's a fact.

How mean can a person get is decided on how much a person has been hurt. And I've had enough. Shy Softy move on. Sexy bitch come out.

Update another smoothie and a soy chocolate milk.

I've probably consumed at least 4 lbs. Worth of liquid. But I need to trick my stomach one day of fasting is really all I need then I can prolong it for a very long time. But the third day is always the hardest so I hear. But the first seems to be my enemy.

I think I'm addicted to fasting.

Lets watch my fingernails turn more purple. Well worth the sacrifice.

Stay string stay thin move on.

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