tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55908245387780447672024-03-13T17:01:45.109-07:00Broken scale obsessionSofty Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.comBlogger582125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-85945871430274804082014-05-20T10:35:00.001-07:002014-05-20T10:35:31.044-07:00Today<p dir="ltr">I have someone that I really like coming over to stay with me for a few days. And I'm panicking about my weight. I'm thinking....liquid diet for the remainder of like two days </p>
<p dir="ltr">I know he can eat si I'm just like ehhhhh.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I need my will power back man v.v </p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-22521374887337027512014-05-18T10:43:00.001-07:002014-05-18T10:43:31.962-07:00Early morning<p dir="ltr">Well tired and tired at this point had a little trip to one of the other islands this weekend. And got home late last night. It was nice lots of food. But nothing that I can't drop in a few days. Started my period as well so I feel a little extra crummy for sure. But hey it happens to the best of us. </p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-87919567414523892882014-05-09T14:03:00.001-07:002014-05-09T14:03:05.691-07:00Bitchez of Eastwick<p dir="ltr">So I did end up falling asleep around 3am last night yay! Good job me!</p>
<p dir="ltr">Today I wanted a little change so I'm dying my hair back to black. My hair is no longer long but short actually. With the entire bottom half shaves. I'll post a recent pic of me it has been years sense you all saw me. Of course I am dying my hair black right now so it won't be so currant</p>
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<p dir="ltr">I was freaking out inside really. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Crying for no reason. Texting horrible things to my guy friends things that made no sense to them. Maybe I was trying to pick a fight. Or pick there brains make them think.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Scared to weigh myself. Scared to do a lot of things. But Aventually I did roll out of bed. Aventually that is. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I have to work tomorrow.....well today that is later on in the day. It's a struggle it really is juggling three jobs but hours being cut back at all of them so once a busy work week is now begging for hours that I need.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Work has become a salvation for me a place to allow myself to be successful and not think of the demons I battle with on a day to day basis. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I don't like having hours to sit in my room and just think and be bored. I want to fill my time.</p>
<p dir="ltr">The house is pretty quiet....cats sleeping on the chair dad's fallen asleep on the couch in the living room. No one's up really non of my friends are awake. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Sucks being alone at this time. I wish I had someone to cuddle with and feel safe. And on restless humid nights like this we could talk and whisper about things. Damned night has me day dreaming. My mind won't quit of such fairytale bullshit.<br>
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Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-83597913186424944052014-05-09T04:03:00.001-07:002014-05-09T04:03:18.418-07:00Almost 1 a.m.<p dir="ltr">Had really a rotten day today. Woke up at 11a.m. and managed to stay in bed starring at my phone till almost 1 p.m. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I was freaking out inside really. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Crying for no reason. Texting horrible things to my guy friends things that made no sense to them. Maybe I was trying to pick a fight. Or pick there brains make them think.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Scared to weigh myself. Scared to do a lot of things. But Aventually I did roll out of bed. Aventually that is. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I have to work tomorrow.....well today that is later on in the day. It's a struggle it really is juggling three jobs but hours being cut back at all of them so once a busy work week is now begging for hours that I need.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Work has become a salvation for me a place to allow myself to be successful and not think of the demons I battle with on a day to day basis. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I don't like having hours to sit in my room and just think and be bored. I want to fill my time.</p>
<p dir="ltr">The house is pretty quiet....cats sleeping on the chair dad's fallen asleep on the couch in the living room. No one's up really non of my friends are awake. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Sucks being alone at this time. I wish I had someone to cuddle with and feel safe. And on restless humid nights like this we could talk and whisper about things. Damned night has me day dreaming. My mind won't quit of such fairytale bullshit.<br>
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Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-86933916107833820482014-05-08T17:12:00.001-07:002014-05-08T17:12:05.665-07:00Long day<p dir="ltr">I can feel myself starting to roll back into a big obsession over my weight. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Weighing myself two three times in a row for sure that the number on the scale is wrong. It's broken......must be </p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-88098922841089458352014-05-08T00:11:00.001-07:002014-05-08T00:11:30.618-07:00Purge<p dir="ltr">My dammed demons.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I did eat a salad<br>
Had a bite of duck<br>
And some mac salad<br>
I also had a Jamba juice<br></p>
<p dir="ltr">King managed to throw up mist the salad and duck but not the Jamba juice. So I'm fluxed a extra three pounds. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Right now before bed I'm drinking a lax tea and a water weight tea</p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-7102777537740520662014-05-07T11:16:00.001-07:002014-05-07T11:16:50.327-07:00Water weight<p dir="ltr">Well I had mentioned in my last post that I was going to go on a light fast to continue the dropping of my weight and cleanse me as well. </p>
<p dir="ltr">We'll sometimes I gotta remember that drinking to much liquids can mean a water retaining. And boy do I feel like a balloon of water this morning. I did not go to the bathroom enough to release all the water I put into my body so I'm definitely bloated this morning. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Two pounds fluxed but I'm positive that it will be easily released today. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Most likely my morning coffee will do the trick and sense I'll be running more earrends today hopefully my body will release it thru All the activities. </p>
<p dir="ltr">On my agenda for today.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Putting gas in my car and meeting a couple good friends for a late lunch. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Ever sense I've gained a lot of weight I did notice that I had become more social. And with social came more eating people forcing you to eat the stress of embarrassing them if I didn't. Then not making it home in time to purge everything I had eaten. It's really have become a challenge for me to lose weight. My body has gotten so used to me eating it just wants to hold on to all the fat that it can. </p>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg569FKHFlF5uEWsXFT8TZ4BgNzhVsPLA-Nkgt6q5FcW63nkrySsiX5h1_zvcA8OqUwU8MmR0dTporoxvNYHnTa_u0om3L9atn4wdSR7ONthoku9IPU5qODugN7_ZivxWWeO06mn7YLAX0/s1600/1327048970509.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg569FKHFlF5uEWsXFT8TZ4BgNzhVsPLA-Nkgt6q5FcW63nkrySsiX5h1_zvcA8OqUwU8MmR0dTporoxvNYHnTa_u0om3L9atn4wdSR7ONthoku9IPU5qODugN7_ZivxWWeO06mn7YLAX0/s640/1327048970509.jpg"> </a> </div>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-61966891896177271502014-05-06T12:08:00.001-07:002014-05-06T12:08:28.198-07:00Now that it's over<p dir="ltr">Now that my diet is over I do want to continue losing the weight fast and efficiently. <br>
Today I'll cleanse on a detox system (fast)</p>
<p dir="ltr">Drinking mostly lemon water dieters no carbs no sugars except for natural sugars like fruit. Or no carb foods. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm really trying to get myself back to weight for my birthday. My 21st birthday that is and it's been a challenge.</p>
<p dir="ltr">But you mind is strong and if you put your mind to it you can do anything I've lost weight before I can do it again<br>
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Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-36715291174417974852014-05-04T22:31:00.001-07:002014-05-04T22:31:10.566-07:00Sacred Heart diet recipe<p dir="ltr">2 cans stewed tomatoes <br>
2 cans green beans<br>
1 bundle celery<br>
1 bag of carrots<br>
2 green peppers<br>
I large can fat free beef broth<br>
1 packet of Liptons chicken noodle soup</p>
<p dir="ltr">All fresh veggies should be diced and small. Season with salt pepper <br></p>
<p dir="ltr">This is the recipe that I used. I also drank a dieters tea or a laxative tea every night to ensure the maximum results<br><br></p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-60713326990177294172014-05-04T22:26:00.001-07:002014-05-04T22:26:25.872-07:0010lbs down<p dir="ltr">Well today is my 7th day on the sacred heart diet and I completed in losing 10 pounds. I'll continue this diet every other week. I'm hoping to drop down most if not everything I gained so hopefully 20lbs</p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-6262229029832030742014-04-28T14:48:00.001-07:002014-04-28T14:48:30.864-07:00Sacred Heart diet day#1<p dir="ltr">Off to start another dieting plan to help me lose the weight I have gained. I did start a cleanse for two days to help me kick start this diet and on my cleanse I have dropped 5 pounds. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm hoping to lose the additional and more with trying out this sacred heart diet. </p>
<p dir="ltr">So today is day one only fruits and the sacred heart soup for today. A 7 day challenge it is! </p>
<p dir="ltr">I will post the recipe later on this week if I remember to your you can simply go on Google and Google it yourself. </p>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNIbUH-iAn5MWSmUtZaOljsA6f-ImHKfzty1iFMzODJMvZo4nPFbbx4oWjQSThs0Nyx3NM1ft9IAWqndnK1erzrCzrlJYG8Li3daoZd9uh_iJIA_2hdTYU6NBrE2aRGxK-uTAio3fXfa8/s1600/1303674442785.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNIbUH-iAn5MWSmUtZaOljsA6f-ImHKfzty1iFMzODJMvZo4nPFbbx4oWjQSThs0Nyx3NM1ft9IAWqndnK1erzrCzrlJYG8Li3daoZd9uh_iJIA_2hdTYU6NBrE2aRGxK-uTAio3fXfa8/s640/1303674442785.jpg"> </a> </div>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-65117904125554582562014-04-27T00:58:00.001-07:002014-04-27T00:58:34.285-07:00Trying to keep healthy<p dir="ltr">It's been rough again. I had gotten bad sick these past few days. The doctors couldn't figure what it was. At first it felt like a bad flu merged with strep throat. It was horrible. I couldn't keep down liquids well so I started eating breads more.<br>
I do not eat carbs they stick to me faster then flies on shit. I knew it wasn't going to end well.</p>
<p dir="ltr">8 days of sickness passed. With eating a muffin in the morning with my medication. And maybe a jelly sandwich at lunch or dinner. When I finally had the strength to move from my bed and weigh myself I weighed in 12lbs heavier</p>
<p dir="ltr">I was devastated. It's become more then a struggle to just lose three pounds but to add on another 12 is like the world coming to a horrible end.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I started a mild fast. Drinking salt water in the morning lemon water and tea thru out the day. Allowing myself some pieces of salami no carbs and laxative tea.<br>
I'm hoping that it's all mostly water weight. But not everybody is lucky like that. <br>
I was able to drop two pounds yesterday. And I'm determined to drop another two by tomorrow. </p>
<p dir="ltr">One of my good friends who's in the military decided to give me a recipe. It's a soup recipe and if you fallow the meal plan to it your supposed to lose 10lbs or more in a week. He tried it to make weight for the military weigh in. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm hoping that everything goes well. I'm now officially at one of the highest weights I've been in in about four years. </p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-85754840153673571542013-11-26T22:54:00.001-08:002013-11-26T22:54:36.718-08:00Very long time<p dir=ltr>Its been awhile my dear friends and alot has changed for me. I have started working more then ever. My professional life as a makeupartist has taken off but my slef image hasnt unfortunately I have gained everything I worked hqrd o losing and tried taking a healthier rout to my eating disorder. So I am trying to do my best and return to the old me. And my journey continues</p>
Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-24506638611722214672012-03-07T12:52:00.001-08:002012-03-07T12:52:09.895-08:00Ugh<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-yw9OwXUzipw/T1fKd4kLGwI/AAAAAAAAAnw/e-Oi6EN1iU4/Ugh_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-yw9OwXUzipw/T1fKd4kLGwI/AAAAAAAAAnw/e-Oi6EN1iU4/Ugh_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="216px" width="320px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#c4ff00">Okay okay okay. So maybe I dropped ten pounds in a week and got a u.t.I that still don't make me perfect. I can't seem to get on the right track.</font><br><br /><font color ="#c4ff00">Besides me starting a really alcohol binge and not even caring. Im just so out of it. </font><br />Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-50639081651139010722012-02-25T12:05:00.001-08:002012-02-25T12:05:00.629-08:00Best friend died<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-mzTm5Bd0zWw/T0k-4W4wNCI/AAAAAAAAAno/Pw1WbeUNJqk/Best%252520friend%252520died_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-mzTm5Bd0zWw/T0k-4W4wNCI/AAAAAAAAAno/Pw1WbeUNJqk/Best%252520friend%252520died_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="236px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#ff4100">I was doing well I lost almost everything I gained...</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">Then yesterday I get a text my friend maybe even lover died in the hospital. I knew he was there I knew I had a bad gut feeling. And I knew I should have begged him not to go back.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">He stepped on a landmind some place far far away....far far away from here. </font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">I blame myself and everyone at the same time. </font><br /><br><font color ="#ff4100">I did awful yesterday drowning myself in alcohal and food locking myself in my room.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">I've never really greived this hard before. But I guess it proves how much he meant to me.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">What bothers me the most is that he saved lives hes a hero and no one will ever know about him.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">He will be buried at Arlington and was awarded the medal of honor....he was my best friend. And I loved him more then a boyfriend or husband. I never got the chance to really show it....or tell it..........</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff4100">I guess that's what happens to those of us who are scared to really say whats deep in your heart....</font><br /><br><font color ="#ff4100">And it was so awful Valentines was his birthday. And two days before he died he said finally that he'd come home to me....come home to me....</font><br /><br><font color ="#ff4100">I loved him so.</font><br />Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-13347978764978886892012-01-14T22:36:00.001-08:002012-01-14T22:36:49.630-08:00Curves vs. Me<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-vRSysF8KuEs/TxJz_XHL5DI/AAAAAAAAAng/vx0okMXU5qI/Curves%252520vs.%252520Me_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-vRSysF8KuEs/TxJz_XHL5DI/AAAAAAAAAng/vx0okMXU5qI/Curves%252520vs.%252520Me_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="237px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#e7ff00">Well I've noticed that my bone mass has changed my body. I was when I was thinner of course that I had very wide hips and a pretty empressive chest size for only being 82 lbs at the height of my anorexia and modeling career</font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">But now that I've gained weight and kept the weight I've also gained my fathers robust Italian figure as well as my mothers thick Polynesian curves.</font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">but its not all fat. My bone mass has increased according to my doctors. I've measured my hips and in truth they are wider yet my bones still poke out. And well quite frankly my ass has bulked up a good five inches (at least I know where that weight went to) but the rest of me is the same. </font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">Then again my boobs hovered to about a 34C when its my time a month fluxing about a cup size then decreasing back to a B.</font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">But what inspired this post was when a friend of mine said I had a body from gwnith paltrow to Kim Kardashian.</font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">And I wasn't quite sure how to react when she said that it was actually a good thing</font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">I do enjoy my hour glass figure but the need to be this. Is still strong. I wouldn't mind the curves so long as I was thin. Ill post a pic of how id like to look.</font><br><br /><font color ="#e7ff00">But it is a little flattering to hear that I got a Kim body shes robust and I actually find that attractive even tho I lust for bones. Weird huh. </font><br />Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-58448652887993878112012-01-09T23:29:00.001-08:002012-01-09T23:29:07.415-08:00New years resolution!<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-XLm71hTH3KY/TwvowY7kmVI/AAAAAAAAAnY/fNSBdWk9MUM/New%252520years%252520resolution%252521%252520_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-XLm71hTH3KY/TwvowY7kmVI/AAAAAAAAAnY/fNSBdWk9MUM/New%252520years%252520resolution%252521%252520_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="179px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#ff0029">Well hello my darlingggsss so as we know my weightloss journey has kinda come to a stand still. But I am gonna share with you a Japanese diet ill be doing plus these super powerful diet pills I found sooo first off.</font><br /><br><font color ="#ff0029">The diet pills im taking are atro-phex this stuff will tare you uuuup they work really well.</font><br /><br><font color ="#ff0029">And the Japanese diet is a 14 day diet mostly containing a very low calorie intake.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff0029">Mostly broiled fish lettuce and black coffee.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff0029">Must drink only water. And no salt sugar or carbs in this diet.</font><br />Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-49837262973902889192011-12-12T12:38:00.001-08:002011-12-12T12:38:06.754-08:00Lemonade fast<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-wSDUWi6iztE/TuZmKPIzQ4I/AAAAAAAAAnQ/Ni2hfIB-aFM/Lemonade%252520fast_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-wSDUWi6iztE/TuZmKPIzQ4I/AAAAAAAAAnQ/Ni2hfIB-aFM/Lemonade%252520fast_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="165px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#ff2500">Hey guys so I know I've been hella busy.</font><br /><br><font color ="#ff2500">I just wanted to share with you that im starting back on a lemonade fast. Trying to loose a few pounds before Xmas hits cuz I know ill half to eat around the family. </font><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-57745361031856130282011-10-26T15:59:00.001-07:002011-10-26T15:59:00.791-07:00Long time<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-vgGQslrogVA/TqiQsJwuFsI/AAAAAAAAAnI/UVj9PApgfok/Long%252520time_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-vgGQslrogVA/TqiQsJwuFsI/AAAAAAAAAnI/UVj9PApgfok/Long%252520time_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="216px" width="320px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#ff8800">Well haven't been around for a long time. But work has been keeping me busy but my weight has crept up a bit.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ff8800">But thru work I made a good friend who had Ana issues in the past. So me and her are buddying up to loose weight together..</font><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-9740517699004556702011-09-26T17:00:00.001-07:002011-09-26T17:00:31.244-07:00Damn<br><font color ="#39ff00">So hey folks</font><br><br /><font color ="#39ff00">Life sucks right now. Gained like ten pounds. Damn doctors gave me this thing that makes me hungry and binge like what the hell.</font><br><br /><font color ="#39ff00">But im gonna toss them as soon as my parents forget that im suppose to take them every few hours</font><br><br /><font color ="#39ff00">Then of course the dramas in my life. </font><br><br /><font color ="#39ff00">Ughh sometimes I wish it was a perfect candy land world but its not ugghh</font><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-1180538801945096932011-08-18T14:40:00.001-07:002011-08-18T14:40:18.354-07:00Not happening<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-KzGw2QT49wI/Tk2GuvM66BI/AAAAAAAAAnE/p12x0kTMl9U/Not%252520happening_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-KzGw2QT49wI/Tk2GuvM66BI/AAAAAAAAAnE/p12x0kTMl9U/Not%252520happening_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="173px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#ff00b9">Soo. Ever sense I gotten my job my life has taken a tumble. Not really into my guy anymore but I still love him which keeps me confused. My job isn't the fairy-tale I wanted it to be. Finance in my household has taken a dive which means me ever getting out of here will take longer. I haven't been eating but it just depends my stress level is so high right now that....everything is staying right where I'm at. The only thing I feel that loves me right now is my cat. Everything changed. And I'm out of cigarettes nice. Ha can I stay strong with odds like this????????.</font><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-15321036444503382072011-08-15T01:58:00.001-07:002011-08-15T01:58:47.589-07:00Sore feet<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-W4F-IwFFY0M/TkjfxKBp3YI/AAAAAAAAAnA/Zfjqqe7xspw/Sore%252520feet_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-W4F-IwFFY0M/TkjfxKBp3YI/AAAAAAAAAnA/Zfjqqe7xspw/Sore%252520feet_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="158px" /></a><br><br><b><font color ="#ccff00"><font color ="#f2ff00">My feet are killing me seriously lost a few pounds. Just gotta keep up.</font></font></b><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-56130702256361454302011-08-11T12:05:00.001-07:002011-08-11T12:05:09.766-07:00I hate love<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-V2mBThHtcbA/TkQn4qk0ifI/AAAAAAAAAm8/rJxcRuZ7F7A/I%252520hate%252520love_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-V2mBThHtcbA/TkQn4qk0ifI/AAAAAAAAAm8/rJxcRuZ7F7A/I%252520hate%252520love_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="160px" width="120px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#aeff00">Need I say more? </font><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5590824538778044767.post-41408518214346753262011-08-10T14:34:00.001-07:002011-08-10T14:34:27.041-07:00Whoa<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-_u-tZ23TJio/TkL5X4X15aI/AAAAAAAAAm4/cVpAQoVAYZs/Whoa_img_1.jpg"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-_u-tZ23TJio/TkL5X4X15aI/AAAAAAAAAm4/cVpAQoVAYZs/Whoa_img_1.jpg" style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left cursor: pointer;" height="240px" width="176px" /></a><br><br><font color ="#ffcd00"><font color ="#ffd800">So I lost three pounds in one day. Kinda weirded out trying not to feel to over powered and keep my mind more focussed I guess</font></font><font color ="#ffd800">. </font><br><br /><font color ="#ffd800">I'm a little on the down low me and my fiance are taking a break which kinda hurts cuz he said I did nothing wrong but....yet anywho.</font><br><br /><font color ="#ffd800">So whats up?</font><br /><br/><font size="1">SoftyxScenexlovesxyou<br />bitch Slap ne back to happiness <br />ýou ßaid ño pæin ño gâïn bût whãt dø ÿoü dò whéñ your gaíñiñg thè wrœñg thìñg•<br />SKINNY§BONES§JONES<br />trashyxlifextrampyxgirlxkinkyxstyle<br />7638972363<br />I hate you Rachel Smith! </font>Softy Scenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17539013896543147952noreply@blogger.com0