Tuesday, May 31, 2011

30 days



Yesterday I had the shakes really bad but I'm down a pound that's all that really matters. Just got to keep going down down down.

Stay strong out there it works so long as you stick to it c:

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Monday, May 30, 2011

31 days



Well I did pretty good yesterday big thing is will I do good today or the next day?? I'm just really excited to be thinner for my birthdays.

Aghhh

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Sunday, May 29, 2011

Boahhhh



Ewhh salt water all day today Fuck its gross but well worth the torture I do not want to be the fat short model over here ewh

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Boahhhh



Ewhh salt water all day today Fuck its gross but well worth the torture I do not want to be the fat short model over here ewh

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32 days



Well I know I must have gained to scared to weigh blah

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Saturday, May 28, 2011

Binge!!! Kill me



Okay my baby cousin came to my house and shes just this little thing so cute. BUT SHE LOVES TO FEED PEOPLE. and I'm her favourite so she was feeding me all these goodies! And i didnt want to hurt her feelings. Shes just this cute little thing. I spoil her id do anything for her.

I want to purge it but I am soooooo tired from chasing her around and trying to blah!

But tomorrow I'll be good. I half to I was getting closer but not no more.

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33 More



I'm so stressing out about loosing more faster. 33 days left on the count down means 33 more pounds to loose. It can be done but will it happen is the big question. Loosing hair loosing sleep but in the end its all worth it.

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33 More



I'm so stressing out about loosing more faster. 33 days left on the count down means 33 more pounds to loose. It can be done but will it happen is the big question. Loosing hair loosing sleep but in the end its all worth it.

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Thursday, May 26, 2011

Wanna be a model???



No! I got offered 10,000$ to be a model and do a nude shoot -.- he'll Fucking no I'm to fat and to short. Maybe if I was at my goal weight possibly but idk....what do you guys think yes I should say Fuck it and do it. Or no wayy softy your a crazy Bitch????

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35 days



Well I'm that excited I'm gonna do a count down to my birthday. Yay me. I have time I guess to get to my goal weight it could happen.

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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Coffee



Had some coffee today so I'm happy. Still on my Bitch week tho oh gosh I wish it was over I hate it.

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Amazing



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Because



Okay weird I know but I binged just because I wanted to purge. So I did and lucky me this time I got it all back up. But yeah I just thought it was weird and I wanted to share that.

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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Coffee



Okay okay my sugar coated peeps I can't live without coffee and this fast will just half to continue in coffee. I'm sorry. But coffee....is life!

I'm gonna restrict the coffee intake to one cup a day or Even half a cup just simply because I put a lot of cream in it. You can do what you want but that's what I'm going to do.





But anyways yes I went to dinner last night it was a special occasion my Nana from the other island came over so we took her out. I did not have a main course I Actually used a side order as my main course which was umm escargot smallest thing on the menu with garlic bread. I weighed when I got home I was only up a pound and a half. Currently this morning I'm still what I was last night but hopefully I can loose it Yay.

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Monday, May 23, 2011

Time



Fuck its that time of the month again blah. But I'm down another pound so its not to bad I guess.

And tonight my Nana is coming and were going out to dinner. So That's great!!!!!! Except for the food part lol

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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Fight!



Well me and my dad had a agrument slash fight slash discussion today about me leaving....and getting out more. I think that it was stupid. I've been bottled up n a house for six years baby sitting him and he gets all nuts for me saying (spitballing) that what if I wanted to sleep over my friends house for a few days after I turn 18. And I told him I hate staying home I haven't seen my friends is 7 years gone out to any parties...ever and now that I can...I'm being bashed to my right. I help pay bills I clean the house I cook the dinners. Now I want to go to work again stay out at night sleep with my fiance and if I want to Fuck him for three days streight then I will!

He ran away when he was 13 don't you think he would see some things my way.

And you know what he told me?? "So what we took care of you for 18 years now your gonna tell us Fuck you and just up and leave us and use us."

I was like...WHAT???!!! THE FUCK? WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT COME FROM???!!!!!

Its like the only way I can leave this place is by blowing my brains into the next life and live it peacefully there.

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Going strong.



Well so far I seem to be going strong. But the day sure ain't over yet

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Same



Well I'm the same weight as yesterday had me a little run in and I didn't do so good. But I'm happy now that my phone bill is taken care of so happy I think ill drunk another glass of salt water today ^__^ its harder to chug when you think about it just as a little tip for those who decided to join my fast.

And hey if you did join and are still going strong on it leave a comment id love how y'all are doing and if its working well for yeah.

Love you guys Muuuwahh

And oh I absolutely adore that girls body Omg.

Its really just so perfect to me. Well of I keep this fast up maybe ill looking as her.

Damn I spilled my salt water Haha

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Saturday, May 21, 2011

Down



Down one more pound yay!!!!!

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Friday, May 20, 2011

Blah i want it



I really want a belly ring but I'm fat

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Anxiety



Crap anxiety over bills is what I'm having.

And I had my salt water and now I'm working on my lemonade and a few sips of hot coco

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Thursday, May 19, 2011

On the couch



I'm on the couch trying to sleep off the hunger. Blah I hate the hunger why wont it just go away. Cuz I don't like it. Damned thing. Well being that this fast seems to Actually work.

I'm thinking about a little reward for myself my goal weight is just ahead. And I'm not sure how to celebrate it. And hell fucking no if I'm gonna buy a cake or get a pizza.

Bag? Wallet? Belly button piercing? Tattoo?

Well Actually I was thinking about a tattoo. My favorite song in the whole wide world is "world in flames" by in this moment. If you ever called me LOL that's my ring back tone. I was thinking about getting the lyrics tattooed on me somewhere.

Food for thought I might be better off getting my belly piercing done..

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Pretty good



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It hurts



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Interesting song



 Watch "Big isn't Beautiful" on YouTube 

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Well



Same weight like I was at least hoping for I guess That good but not good enough I know I can fast today no one is home Just me.

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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Oh and btw



That fat ass bitch came to my house today she Really got fatter yay! So long as I get skinny and she gets fat yay!!!

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Daddy damnit!



So my dad got me a spring roll then made a big stink when I didn't eat it. So to keep him off my back I ate it and purged. I have a feeling that even doing that I still gained God damnit and I was doing so good. Now I'm pissed the hell off.

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Whoa



Well I tried that salt water thing this morning well made me use the bathroom and I lost two pounds haha I love it.

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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Salt water



Well I was doing some snooping around about fasting Well I came across the drink sea salt water in the morning then lemonade drink that I've been drinking later on. So I might try it for a bit. Well from the little thingy about how fast they lost weight it said they lost 6 pounds in three days was the average drop. Sooooooo I think I might try it with my lemonade thing I'm doing can't hurt.

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Strong



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Going strong



Well I'm going strong strong strong for today. I'm happy about that Just got to keep it up. I'm making soup for my mom for dinner not gonna hurt her but sure as hell for me. But last night I got bored and made a cherry pie I'm proud That I didn't have one bite :-) yayayayayayayaaaaa do a little dance

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Down



Well I'm down a bit. Which is good. I'm hoping to stay strong and be down more. Which we all know would be great.

Actually yesterday I had a cup of hot coco just Because the acid in the lemon was making my ulcer really go nuts so I had that which helped calm it down a whole bunch I'm dead scared to know how many cals was in thar baby but whhhhhooooooshhhhhaaaaa

Stay strong!

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Monday, May 16, 2011

Fuck



Well my dad wanted to go to lunch we went to this little italian restaurant we shared a Sandwitch I had two bites so at least it wasn't a whole thing but damn what a rough start

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Fast



Well today is my fast day anyone want to join with me go right ahead I had the ingredients up on my last post well lets see what happens. Lock the doors and hide under the bed lol

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Sunday, May 15, 2011

Lemon fast.



I got a month lemon fast.

Ingrediants:

Juice of three lemons/ enough water to fill the glass with splenda (served cold)

Served warm use honey

I'm planning on doing.g it for as long as I can.

Wish me luck guys change is not in the apple but in our minds.

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Bikini me please



 Watch "Real Girl Bikini Thinspo" on YouTube 

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Love it need it!



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Go go



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Crap im fat



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They always will be skinny



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Vogue against.



Okay so I was just clicking thru some Google pages yaddayaddayadda and I came up on Vogue against pro-anorexic websites and for some reason that made me mad.

Why did it make miss softy really mad you wonder??

Well I Really don't think a company that does modeling and fashion and is a public producer should involve themselves with a private matter. Like they say never talk politics or religion with the people you work with Because you never know who your going to offend?

I deleted my account and subscription to Vogue not to long ago Because I thought it was a fashion magazine not a political magazine.

I'm very plain on how I see things. I believe in the saying "keep your opinions to yourself" but I do speak my mind every so often.

It just gets under my skin about the Vogue situation tho. Your setting a image a fashion trend so that others can follow. But why pick on how people feel or set there lives on it. That's like being a raciest and supporting it....idk hell idk if I should even post this but it is my blog and I feel strongly enough to share This with....whoever the hell wants to read it yeah LOL okay well ill try to get more thinspo your way.

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Diet Dr. Pepper



Well I didn't get to weigh today. But its like 0700 and I'm drinking diet Dr. Pepper and popping a few strawberry mentos. I'm so paranoid about my stuff in my locker at the gym its driving me crazy. I got some coffee. Blah blah

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Saturday, May 14, 2011

Gained 2 pounds



Well I just couldn't help myself so I weighed I gained two pounds I was adding up all I ate ad I noticed thar it was mostly that I drank a lot of liquids like a crap load of diet Pepsi and Snapple.

But I'm gonna walk up to the gym tomorrow Because I don't trust my locker and I have a lot of important crap in there so they open at around 9 a.m. ill be sure to be there cuz I'm paranoid about That. I'm not Really healed up so I don't think ill work out or anything.

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Food.



Blah I was the same weight this morning but we had a friend over for lunch and to not make him seem shy I had to eat with him. So yeah. I feel like I ate way to much. Which I Most likely did. Blah so dumb of me.

But I didn't ear much and I picked off what I could so it was less.

But still I ate I'm sure if I stop munching or doing whatever it will be okay. At least so I hope. 

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Obsessed



Okay I'm obsessed with Louis Vuitton....why idk but I just half to have one. Idk why but As soon as I get on my feetvget a few things sorted out and a few things paid off and back into running I think ill be on my way to treating myself to something That would be nice.

Or better yet. I wish someone would spoil me the bag. I never received a gift from someone before and to me that would be just really really great. A gift. From who idk. Should I be excited about it no Because most likely it will never happen and most likely it will positively never ever happen.

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Gained



So I ate so I'm sure I gained a pound I totally downed a lot of diet Pepsi which really made me feel full I got my car. Which is kind of cool. Cried my eyes out over a miscamunication between me and my hunny.

Fresh I just had a full days of a anxiety attack I Love it....check please.

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Friday, May 13, 2011

Binge



I had maybe three bites of chicken four spoon fulls of rice and a Brownie oh and some potato chips actually Just one potato chip.

I'm such a fatass ugh it kills me. I wish I didn't eat. And now I hear that were going to have dinner -.- damnit

But Um getting my car I got all stressed out over money. Welcome to the average world softy duh.

Okay bitching over ill tell you guys how my car deal went later.

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Okay.



Well the parents got me a car. Idk if I'm thrilled about it. I mean there's strings attached like...my mom uses the car but I pay for the new car and she uses it. Geeze what the hell.

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Thursday, May 12, 2011

Oh bite me



 Watch "SUMMER 2011" on YouTube

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