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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Sorry I haven't been around in a long time. I know most of you must be like yes! SOFTY IS FINALLY SHUTTING UP! just kidding.

But anywho been super busy. Trying to look for a job and solve the mistery as to why I'm not loosing but still fasting.

Well xoxoxoxo

Ill try to keep y'all updated.

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Fatty

I haven't really lost anything I've hit like a major wall. I'm stuck and its pissing me off so freaking much. -.-

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Food.

So I went to my g'mas today had a little lunch not a lot but enough to make me feel like a fatty v.v

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I wish

I wish my damned period would go away so id be able to drop the weight faster. But like that's gonna happen any time soon.

But my fast has been going well.

I've still been using the bio oil and the results are starting to show. So I'm gonna keep it up see what happens

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P.m.s.ing

And its going rough for me. I didn't eat a Damn thing for two days and I'm still the same weight. Its awful.

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Binged

Well I Totally binged last night like a lot. It was weird me and my mom had a girls night out at a hotel so I guess it wasn't that weird haha

But back to fasting my goal ten pounds in ten days hopefully there will be no more girl bondings that require sandwitches and junk food.

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Jealous

 Watch "Scene Queen Video #23 Jennifer Genuine" on YouTube 

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Got my belly pierced.

Well yesterday I decided to go get my belly pierced. Other then the fact my tummy was fat and I have gross stretchmarks on it I did it anyway.

It really didn't hurt. Personally I've stubbed my toe and that hurts a hell of a lot more then getting my belly pierced. Plus I had snakebites twice before so needles don't scare me.

The guys were nice cute and I flipped one off playfully cuz he made fun of my nail polish and white feet hahahaha. But they gave me a discount and they were just really cool.

So other then that I gained another pound. Yesterday but I've Totally decided to go back onto my starving fasting thing all over again. Gotta have a reason to shoe off my belly haha

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Fucking

gained so much. Oink oink oink piggy piggy piggy

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Sleepover

Well I'm going to my aunts house for a sleep over and we already ate a sandwitch and had some ice cream I have a feeling that were gonna be eating a whole lot more. I'm hoping we can get drunk and party or something.

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Finally

I couldn't stand looking so normal I felt so uncomfortable. So I shaved my eyebrows off. I just blah they didn't look right to me haha

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My fave song in the whole wide world!

 Watch "In This Moment-World In Flames(with lyrics)" on YouTube 

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Please be me!!!

 Watch "NEW BEFORE and AFTER THINSPO! :)" on YouTube 

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Find motivation

 Watch "Thinspiration: Before - After" on YouTube 

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Try

Well I'm having a awful time. I think I'm going to try and water fast or something Shit.

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Coffee

Oookayyyy all I had was some coffee and ill admit a slice of tomato which was yummy and refreshing cuz its hot as hell here in paradise.

Okay soooo I dyed my hair black and I look like my normal self again but I think I want to get rid of my eyebrows cuz I hate my eyebrows haha

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Binge? Or retain?

Have anyone ever gone thru a binge state but not really a binge state more like retaining of liquids but your starving and gaining....Shit if anyone can understand what I just rambled about...then Yay!!!

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Relate

 Watch "Christina Aguilera - Reflection" on YouTube 

I think we all can relate to this song.

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Cut my hair

YAY IM SO HAPPY I LOOK LIKE MY EMO SELF AGAIN. I CUT MY HAIR AND ITS STILL BROWN BUT I DECIDED ILL DYE IT BLACK. IN A FEW MONTHS I REALLY WANT TO REST MY HAIR FROM CHEMICALS IS ALL FOR AWHILE

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Heat flashes

Okay very strange but all last night I was getting heat flashes and it was really cold last night blahh

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4th of July

Whoot I gotta admit one of my fave days out of the year. Independence Day!!! Let the fireworks begin!!!

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Wow

Well my birthday was okay. Only a handful of people remembered it. Ate like a pig gained seven pounds but now that its over I got everything out of my system time to get on track. I got a few cool things. I was quite bummed how exspensive everything got. Like I blew nearly 350$ on. Two shirts two shorts and some eye shadow and lip gloss. I was like wow and everything was on sale. I thought id get more out of my money but guess not.

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