Eh late night fears

Soo I had some sushi. Not much and the fears are killing me.

I'm obsessed with weighing myself but a broken digital scale just messes with my mind something awful.

I've consumed a venti caramel frappaccino and q ventilation white chocolate mocha in under two hours. The calories probably Just killed me.

But my physical addiction to coffee is hard to kick. On a fast its good and filling a natural laxative and caffeine to help keep me active is always a plus.

I'm thinking if purging is What I should do as a punishment for breaking my fast. Or just because I'm obsessed with that as well.

But I hope the hour of walking around will help out with at least some of my sanity.

Well wish me the best recovery for tomorrow?!?!?!

(Every pound gained is failure. Every pound lost is perfection.) Quote by Softy Scene