Not happening

Soo. Ever sense I gotten my job my life has taken a tumble. Not really into my guy anymore but I still love him which keeps me confused. My job isn't the fairy-tale I wanted it to be. Finance in my household has taken a dive which means me ever getting out of here will take longer. I haven't been eating but it just depends my stress level is so high right now that....everything is staying right where I'm at. The only thing I feel that loves me right now is my cat. Everything changed. And I'm out of cigarettes nice. Ha can I stay strong with odds like this????????.

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Sore feet

My feet are killing me seriously lost a few pounds. Just gotta keep up.

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I hate love

Need I say more?

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Whoa

So I lost three pounds in one day. Kinda weirded out trying not to feel to over powered and keep my mind more focussed I guess.

I'm a little on the down low me and my fiance are taking a break which kinda hurts cuz he said I did nothing wrong but....yet anywho.

So whats up?

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Well

Work was nice last night still trying to get familiar with the building. But being that there's a starbucks to crave my addiction no way in hell am I moving away from this job. Its awful I'm so addicted.

But at least with work it will be easier for me to fast and so forth.

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Whoo

Well well well being that I've binged the worst I ever had I'm just gonna ecnore the scale for a bit.

But I wanted to share with you all my new obssssssssive lipstick color by MAC

Its called....MORANGE Its a amplified color and its amazing

Its a coral orange very out going perfect for summer. C: I think any skin tone could pull it off I wuvs it.



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Busyy

Ugh I got the job and started my period so I'm like fat and gross right now.

I was doing good only coffee every day but I was retaining water like crazy three pounds worth God it kills me.

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So he leaves

So my hunny got his orders to leave for Iraq on Oct.13 I'm trying to be cool about it I might not be able to see him for nearly a year. But I can handle it.....hopefully.

Still struggling to get a job and having a even harder time with my weight.

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